Why does being left out hurt so much?

Nobody shuts me out, but nobody keeps a place for me.
Why does reaching my goals leave me feeling flat?

I worked hard to get here, but arriving changed nothing.
Why do I cry so easily, even over nothing?

Nothing is wrong today, but I can’t stop the tears.
Why do I feel so empty when nothing is wrong?

My life looks fine, but I can’t feel any of it.
Why is it so hard to ask for help when I’m struggling?

I want someone to know, but I keep telling everyone I’m fine.
Why do I feel so flat when my life is going fine?

Everyone thinks I am doing well, but inside everything has gone quiet.
Why am I lonely even with people around me?

I have plenty of people around me, but no one really knows me.
What is the point of life when nothing moves me?

I keep going for everyone else, but I cannot say why.